Download or read book Watching and Wanting written by Jay Northcote and published by Createspace Independent Publishing Platform. This book was released on 2017-01-19 with total page 202 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Watching Jude's cam show stirs desires Shawn's always denied... Shawn is adrift. Recently graduated, he's stuck in a dead-end job that barely pays the bills. His girlfriend dumped him, his friends have moved on, and he's still in Plymouth-going nowhere. Jude is a student living in the same shared house. Out and proud, he's everything Shawn's been running from since he hit puberty. When Shawn discovers Jude works as a cam boy, he can't resist the urge to watch one of his shows. It makes Shawn want things that scare him, yet his fascination forces him to confront his attraction. Keen to explore his bicurious side, Shawn suggests they do a show together. Jude agrees, and things get complicated-and kinky-fast. But Jude isn't looking to get involved with someone so deep in the closet. If Shawn's going to get what he wants, he needs to find the courage to stop hiding from himself and be honest about who he is.